Oh yeah, you haven't heard from me for a while. Well I was in the world of ordinary people...gone to the market place.
Once I heard, read, Osho was saying: go away sometimes to come back, go ashtray to go deeper in meditation. Not exact words but the meaning that I got.
Yes I dropped everything and gone to travel without the light... Music was my meditation for these days, I separate myself from everything and in the tube full of people with the music in my headphones I felt bliss and happiness...lightening candle in the dark... I enjoyed the work and the flow... I danced on the dance floor with strange people...
Have seen Amma and felt so much love even just near by the building she was...even stronger. It was a great moment and I will go in detail here.
I was in a bit of hurry and thought I would be late. Train stopped. The way was up on the hill, beside the Alexandra Palace amazing park and view. I'm going up Sudha singing in my ears and suddenly I feel one with this amazing autum nature...closer to the palace I feel the waves of love pouring on me and tears start just flowing from my eyes...I almost run...the beauty of that day I will never forget...
Than we had amazing evening with Amma and afterwards almost at midnight we were discovering the park...night. Fresh after rain. The clouds and somewhere busy London....
Its been few weeks but Dynamic wasn't at my home.
Life is rolling forward my meditation is his voice now on the way to work and back. With new job I can do Dynamic every morning but I can't start... Need a kick again...oh its so me :))) anyway I understood that we need a commune to be inspired for meditation, well at least its work for me, and its coming up in the next month and I'm delighted that there will be another place for meditation!!!
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