Who said that you have to love meditation? Especially dynamic... Rrrrrr
Right from the last night some kind of hate was coming up from me during 3 hours dance meditation including Osho techniques, no don't take me wrong I love Osho techniques but pure Osho...well I did enjoyed couple of time this experiment but last night my mind was super active! Anyway got home late, didn't even finished the post.
6.30am alarm is waking me up! Oh I hate weekends! Late sleep early morning!!! I'm in bed till 7am but then I get up and go...
Breathing stage emm on and off hard hard still sleeping.
Catharsis the same story. Very quite.
My favourite Hoo and I jump without my body deep asleep...not for long tho...than I just set down and listened the music Hoo...
I'm upset I'm angry with myself! Grrr...
Had delicious breakfast and on my way to work. Just by analysing or looking back on this experience, yesterday I was reading Osho in search of miraculous where he is saying that people are scared to meet God and that kundalini energy will arise only when we use all life energy or throw it out and importance of being TOTAL in meditation. And I'm not total at all. Yes sometimes it comes naturally but not always. But his words make different meaning, sharing this with my friend he went completely total last night, and hi was just like a light bulb after it... And I completely in the mind. Well in the other book Osho said to respect awareness and un awareness. Oh but its hard, as nothing matters apart from meditation but mind is very stubborn....
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