Day 17

Early morning, alarm is going ringing again and again.

Dreams are fading away morning knock on the door.

Lemon tea, honey all as usual.... I get so use to it.... My small routine.....

Gatchami prayer .... silent drops on my mind.....

His divine voice is guiding e through out the first stage, breath in, breath out, outside is still dark inside is already lighted candle of love...... Breathing taking me away, and taking me back to myself. Back and forwards I am in between....

Catharsis, well its something that not gong here, it is hard, it is quite, I'm just there.... pilows have rest today, well just a little bit. And then... I don't remember.... I am writing again in the evening, so I don't remember what was happening in that stage, I think I was just flowing from one side to another...

Hoo Hoo Hoo I just jump, jump, my heals touch the ground and something raising up, I forget myself in this stage, I feel so much bliss, I am no more here.... I love this stage and I just disappear in it, what I can not say about first two. And I jump and jump...

STOP! And I stop, someone in the kitchen noisy, cars and buses busy outside, sun is slowly rising in the sky. And here my mind comes to the scene:
Oh my God, enough!
its too much,
what the f**ck?
too long today, lets switch to the next track.
oh no, its hurting everywhere. Common!!!!!

Ahahahahha I was resisting not to laugh. But it continued in the same way for quite a while. Than few moments of silence, and music start to celebrate! Celebrate new day, new life! I notice that dance becoming deeper and deeper each time, and more grace in movements, I love it! I just Love!


Today is Thursday and my first meditation group will be at 5pm .
It went fantastic! Thank you to all who came! Hope to see you next time! To share, to love, to meditate!

Jai Osho