Today as I start late work I alow myself to sleep a bit longer.
Maroon robe is on, tea is lemony and sweet honey as usual...
Breath breath it was usual nothing special...sometimes I stopped...then it was deep breathing and then I got back to my mind...so interesting... Catharsis started my pillows were hit and jumped on them...some desperateness was there, then I stood up and was shaking around my yoga mat rearing like a dragon...quite dragon :) then I started to come down like suddenly I have been shaken by something it was taking me away I started to loose control screams were coming out of me it was happening for some moments, but my mind made me come back as I was scared if I loose absolute control, well I was worried about my flatmates.
Then was Hoo Hoo Hoo and I was jumping one moment bliss one moment mind. My body was completely against this stage almost at the end I almost sit down, but then something inside me throw me on the mat and with more energy I restarted.
STOP! And silence started pouring down on me...and for some moment was all quite but then the mind started to chat, I amazed how this machine never tired, and on such a ordinary things like oh this and that I need to write on the blog, I have to do this. All the time its in the future... Come back come back I tell myself and I come back to the centre. Then mind try tricks to sit down, but I'm like a tree I can't move I just stand. So I stand and than body could not resist anymore and u had to go to the rest room. I came back and flown to the dance...to the celebration. To the new day....
Some strange thing urged inside me, that I need an evening meditation too, I felt need of it this morning. To complete the day. I think I will start Gaurishenkar in the evening.
Also after pain in my heart and third eye chakra, I feel headache almost every day, well actually 2nd day in a row and heart chakra is very sensitive.
Another thing that happening that from the day I started to do dynamic everyday my manager just an angel with me, she was stressed a lot, but now seems all is good with her, but this is completely another story.
No comments:
Post a Comment